Journal Entry
Journal Entry of Thoughts
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They say that if you put a frog into boiling water, it will jump out to survive. However, if you put it into a pot of water and slowly raise the temperature to boil, it will not notice the temperature rising and it will stay until it dies. I don’t know if that’s true, but
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It’s been months since I last posted. A suicide attempt. Living a dream with him, everything perfection for some time. Until it wasn’t. I just reread my words about how maybe since it wasn’t physical abuse it wasn’t really that bad. Then, suddenly it was physical abuse. And now here I am, about to begin
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I always tell people that it wasn’t like this in the beginning. They often remind me that it rarely is, because people without feelings involved wouldn’t stay if that was the case. When I met him, I thought that I had hit the jackpot. I’d decided to date a little older than me, aiming to
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I’m scared to be doing this. I know that I need some sort of release, and to not feel so alone. Isolated. I’ve done it to myself, or allowed it to happen in any case. It started slowly and now I find myself here. I’m a shell of my former self … that strong, independent
Hidden Shell 